Insomnia

insomnia is driving me crazy!

i guess i know why i'm attacked by insomnia.

there's been so many thing running through my head

they just can't stop, neither can they stay away

small lil' things is enough to allow my mind float for the whole night!

i've been telling myself to stop thinking

telling myself not to think when thinking is unnecessary

i failed

i just i'm just too good with imagination

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i've tried lots of ways to cure my insomnia

somehow i feel that when i'm unhappy,

my insomnia becomes worst.

so here i am, infront of my blog.

time flies

it been 8 months since i've decided to let you hold my hand

thinking back the time

when we first met each other

when you first text me

when you first date me

and when you first hold my hand

i smiled

we've been through both sweet and bitter times

we've been through ups and downs

but nothing will change my love

all i wish for is someone to love and treasure me

i've found mine and shall not ask for more

spending time with you is the greatest thing of all

i just want to be with you, be right beside you

i know i was silly to let my tear flow when you put down the phone

i waited for you to finish work

i waited for you to have your dinner

i waited till you're done with your friends

all i get is a call that last 5mins

i know i shouldn't be upset of this

but i really want to talk to you

men will always be men

they will not know what is going on unless you tell them

but women will always be women

they won't tell you but they always wish you knew

guess i'm tired enough to stop blogging

adios

Past, Present & Future Tense

Hey peeps, I'm back!

It's been some time since I blogged

Have been spending most of my time relaxing myself since I've done with studies

Basically I did nothing much besides sleeping, shopping & eating

Did my first interview and

not sure if I was lucky or not,

I got my first job

(even though I brought my mom along during my first interview)

Talking about mom

I have the weirdest mom ever

She not only goes on facebook stalking on me,

and best of all,

She even follows me out during my date!

I wouldn't say that it's embarrassing

but somehow or rather

It makes people around me thinks that I'm weird

All I can do is just to bear with it.

Undeniable that my mom is a super mom,

but sometime I feel that my mom is superly weird.

She tells me that her friend's daughter is so lucky because her boyfriend took her on a trip

but

She tells me that she will not allow me to go on a trip with my boyfriend

She tells me about wedding plans

but

She too tells me not to get marry any sooner

She says yes & she says no

She says rights & she says wrong

Most of the time, I'll ignore her =)

If I were to write 100 weird things about my mom,

I'm sure I could just list them in like 5 minutes!

Future Tense

Anyways, back to my future

I'll be working with Team Keris Berhad as the Admin Executive

*fulamak*

Don't know how my future will be

but

I shall strive hard towards a better living

Despite the salary I'm getting

To me,

working in Kuala Lumpur, Singapore and Ipoh is just the same

The working environment is the essence of all

I believe that my job allows me to learn as much as those who are working else where

Trying hard to tell myself that I shall not envy them just because I'm stuck in Ipoh

Let's wait and see how it goes!

Past Tense

Sometimes I do think back about my past

Of how I've come so far

My past was not an easy one

It isn't even until today

All I long for is a simple life with a shoulder that I could rely on

I was too naive to believe in fairy tales & white lies

I thought I was right

Present Tense

I've become stronger & wiser because of what happened

I know that this time Imma on the right track

All I want is to be in his arms

It took me 2 years to realize the love he had for me

I am not letting go of the hand that Imma holding

Not even a second

I swear Imma no third person, I did nothing wrong

All I could say to you is

"Oops, you blew off your chance"